wolfloveless

My heart beats slowly, hurting, crying for someone to come save it from the darkness below that this person left it in. I wish is was easy to say goodbye and then just forget. But no its not as easy as that...its so so painful, ripping my heart from its strings and leaving it hanging there to suffer the every inching creep of pain filled memores. Head acking sickness pounding into the darkness. Im lossing my emotions to be able to feel...someone save me please. Pick up the broken torn fragments that were left there to suffer in he cold dark corners, forgoten and lost. Wish someone would just pull me into their arms.....Just Wish...

There are always times I think my real family is somewhere far away and there are only fragments of memory left but then I come back into realitie and find my family that are gosippers and tell the hole world about my trails. I fale them almost evrey day cause I get angry and have to make an outlet of pain and suffering for it. There are many times my parents don't look at me and I get fusrited and sad so I cry myself to sleep and push the ones that love me the most away. Also there aren't many people that will talk to me unless it's for petty or just to get a laght at my reacktion. Sometimes I punder on thouths of many things and ha